Restrictions & Limitations

(I’ll try to paint a visual..)

Makes me think of Scarface when I’m putting this together..

Recently, been encountering the most challenging month, but not impossible.

To generalize, if someone threatens/harasses your quality of life, what’s one going to do?

You’re doing to find a solution, right?

“There’s a will or a way, if not, make one” - Hannibal Lecter

Restricts how to take care of your essential need(s) on a day-to-day, comments poor things, that no one asks for, that, later, repeat nonstop internally, in spite of the situation. But fueled by that, to get things done, cause who else is going to show out?

Scarface —- “ME”

Limit my resources to do nonnegotiables when I ask in advanced..

Who’s overcame those and continuously? —- “ME”

Maybe my weight has dropped significantly, at least I have a full fridge..

Restricts/harasses me, and I overcome that nonsense, nearly as a reflex..

By all means, have you or have you not seen how Mothers in Mother Nature overcome the bullshit of chaos? Asking for a friend..

No one dares to mess with the mothers cause it’s death over dishonor.

So please, I strongly advise you to take notes,

Spread your disgust, with the poor minded place(s) you think, will have your best interest (ill intent), when no one asks for it.

Keep thinking “you’re right” when you can’t have a conversation about what bothers you.

Try to do your worse baby, and I mean “try”.. at least act like you mean it, BE THAT CHARACTER YOU CLAIM TO BE.

I guarantee you, it’d give you insomnia and be a lesson for you, to think, that someone, would try to hurt someone they created a life with.

How pathetic and embarrassing for someone to just simply do the act of it alone, and go around humming amongst themselves like nothings questionable.

If you’re going through something similar or have been through this… You know damn well it’s not easy.

That headspace certainly isn’t on downtime, more like overdrive to not be in a constant fight/flight mode.

Writing this for the big picture, it’s indeed real, as unfortunate as it is. It’s not a glamorous way to live nor is it a position I intend on continuing to be in. Raising a life is the focus and only focus I have and evolving from the nonsense that annoys me like the mosquito that keeps entering my space, will have its day..

Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, I’m stronger.

Physically, I’m stressed. And guess what, I’m still here, rolling with the punches like a ballerina in the matrix.

Nothings impossible if you give yourself the credit for trying and making things happen;

No one else is supporting that but YOU and those that KNOW your strengths and doesn’t use things to restrict nor threaten your way of life. That’s the difference. Choose people that choose you. Never hide your blessings cause someone “feels” a type of way. That’s on them, NOT YOU. You didn’t miss out, THEY DID.

Shine like the Phoenix and burn the motherfuckers that speak ill on your behalf.

We’re better than that.

We have better things to do than dwell in someone’s filth of ignorance.

With love.